Have you ever thought why small things can make you so mad, or some things you just cannot forget? These things just get stuck in our minds and no matter what we do it cant get out. It makes me go crazy thinking y am i like this.
The 'best thing' is that there is no way to say it in words, only expressed in our feelings and emotions.
Its like love! however there is that 3 powerful words that can just make you feel loved. *I LOVE YOU* we feel GREAT when someone you love says that to you! because you can express how you feel.
But the stress, the anger, the jealousy is just kept in our mind so much, it bottles so much and it just makes you feel like shit. Now its so damn difficult to express how this words mean to me, i guess i dont even understand what i write.. HAHA. Now try to imagine this situation and try to understand. U r thinking of something- hmmm maybe you just cant get someone out of your mind, and it is just STUCK there! First u say okay mayb letting it out is best (telling that person the truth) but it still does not work, you get worked up because you just cant get that person out of your HEAD! WHAT DO YOU DO! well you cant do anything actually. Its stuck in your mind forever!!! How can it be expressed?- anger fustration irritation depressed.. damn thats sad.
If you understand what i said then haha thats good, this what im writing now is a deep thought, i have been thinking about it since i saw a similar situation. Why is our minds like this? its torturous!
Any suggestions readers?
HOW?WHY?WHAT?

But i do have a temporary cure for it, first its something most of my friends noe (number 2)..haha second is singing and thirdly is dancing.
Maybe one day a permanent cure will be found.. LOLS I think im crazy -_-

Lols a customer just called me and she was speaking in chi!! Ang mo sai leh me!! SO difficult to tok in chi!! Any way mrs pink has asked me to post some pics so i will.. Got one is me WITH HAIR!! And the other is MR AND MRS PINK :)




Well CNY is coming hope everybody gets loads and loads of ang pao!! HAHA Maybe i shall repharse it (LOADS AND LOADS OF MONEY!!!) WOHOO!
~Madt

Dream Dream Dream!! Cool!! But what are you doing! Has it come true?