Have you ever thought why small things can make you so mad, or some things you just cannot forget? These things just get stuck in our minds and no matter what we do it cant get out. It makes me go crazy thinking y am i like this.
The 'best thing' is that there is no way to say it in words, only expressed in our feelings and emotions.
Its like love! however there is that 3 powerful words that can just make you feel loved. *I LOVE YOU* we feel GREAT when someone you love says that to you! because you can express how you feel.
But the stress, the anger, the jealousy is just kept in our mind so much, it bottles so much and it just makes you feel like shit. Now its so damn difficult to express how this words mean to me, i guess i dont even understand what i write.. HAHA. Now try to imagine this situation and try to understand. U r thinking of something- hmmm maybe you just cant get someone out of your mind, and it is just STUCK there! First u say okay mayb letting it out is best (telling that person the truth) but it still does not work, you get worked up because you just cant get that person out of your HEAD! WHAT DO YOU DO! well you cant do anything actually. Its stuck in your mind forever!!! How can it be expressed?- anger fustration irritation depressed.. damn thats sad.
If you understand what i said then haha thats good, this what im writing now is a deep thought, i have been thinking about it since i saw a similar situation. Why is our minds like this? its torturous!
Any suggestions readers?
HOW?WHY?WHAT?
But i do have a temporary cure for it, first its something most of my friends noe (number 2)..haha second is singing and thirdly is dancing.
Maybe one day a permanent cure will be found.. LOLS I think im crazy -_-
Lols a customer just called me and she was speaking in chi!! Ang mo sai leh me!! SO difficult to tok in chi!! Any way mrs pink has asked me to post some pics so i will.. Got one is me WITH HAIR!! And the other is MR AND MRS PINK :)
Well CNY is coming hope everybody gets loads and loads of ang pao!! HAHA Maybe i shall repharse it (LOADS AND LOADS OF MONEY!!!) WOHOO!
~Madt
Dream Dream Dream!! Cool!! But what are you doing! Has it come true?
BEEN SO LONG since i posted. Now a days it seems i have no time for anything! Except for sat and sun. Now a days always come late to school..haha so fed up sia, because of L-A-T-E got detention! SIAN! Anyway lets shift to the positive side!!!!!
On Monday took my pay & Mike treated us with a super nice dinner. Ate at a sushi restaurant at Vivo, most interesting thing was that they had black ice cream!! COOL! BUT HOR THE PRICE ALSO DAMN COOL!!! so i decided not to order it. kinda forgot wat i ate i guess i was just to busy helping everyone to be their rubbish bin...haha WAS FULL!! SO FULL we went to Ben&Jerrys to get even more FULL!!! But it was freking good ice cream...YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!
The most nicest thing is i gt to meet my mrs PINK!! So long since we went out, was in the verge of going crazy alrdy!! haha spent lots of time with her and i enjoyed it :) Thanks Mike for the dinner, really enjoyed it!!! AND I LOVE YOU MRS PINK...haha
now its time to sleep..so sorry if my posts seem boring without the pics.. Im just too lazy to upload any.. at least there is 1 new song in the playlist..haha :P
Nites Peeps..
well Sally My pinky Darling :P ask me to blog today so i shall...hmmm lets go way way way bck to new year..the best day ever!!!..haha the fireworks was great & tat msg reali made me on top of the world :P
Well have some vids on the fireworks but im just too lazy to do anything right nw..haha
SCHOOL!!!
well its been fun but i just cant bck to my happy self again...seem to always be sick..runnin nose, stomach ache, and SMELLY SHIT!! haha i found out the reason today and i reali hate to find out its because of that.. -_-
well 2morrow im going NYP..not excited AT ALL!! already found a school i like (TP).. so i guess when im at NYP IM JUST GONNA SLEEP!!>>haha
I think im gonna slp now..AHHH stomach is growling in pain.. -_-
Nite nItes readers...
Misses the Pink :P....
